The other day I was writing on Demonborn and got an idea for where it was heading but I didn't like it. I don't like killing off characters that I've come to love, or hate, but somehow I end up doing it simply because that's the way the story works out.
I did that in ITAV (It Takes a Village). I knew that one of the kids had to die, but because I didn't want it to happen I wrote around it again and again, fighting against it, and then it happened anyway, but not as cleanly as it would have if I'd followed the story the way it wanted to go in the first place.
I hope that I can get through Demonborn without killing anyone, but right now it doesn't look likely.